Adam Chacksfield

Love, Awareness, Desire

move past the conditioning of fear and shame and discover your authentic self

9-13 April, 2025

Apriltsi, Bulgaria

A five day retreat in the mountains of Bulgaria to uncover your boundless potential

This transformative five-day retreat offers a unique opportunity to step beyond fear and shame, unlocking the authentic expression that lies beneath. Guided by Adam's grounded and heartfelt presence, participants will be supported in discovering new dimensions of their individuality and deepening their capacity for genuine connection with others.

Through a series of carefully designed practices and immersive experiences, you’ll learn to trust the intelligence of life itself, moving beyond the confines of rational thinking to embrace its boundless and mysterious manifestations. Adam's guidance fosters healing, reconnection, and a restoration of your inner life force, creating space for profound growth and renewal.

What YOU might experience

Awareness: Cultivating genuine presence in the here and now, free from the distractions of imagined scenarios and conceptual thinking

Self-Love: Building a clear connection to your inner self, unburdened by shame or societal conditioning, and allowing your authentic expression to shine

Love for Others: Embracing others with acceptance and compassion, moving beyond automatic judgments shaped by notions of right and wrong

Desire as Discovery: Experiencing desire as a powerful, pure tool for exploring yourself and realizing your unique potential in the world

This workshop offers a loving container to tap the erotic vitality of the parts of us that we’ve obscured or shut down. This is an invitation to use the pleasure of play and eros to bring our shadow parts out of exile and back into consciousness and connection. Shadow play is not about fixing anyone, but it is profoundly transformative. We get to end the struggle against ourselves and relax into the vast natural wholeness that we are.

Exploring our shadows can be both exciting and scary. We will support you to discover the safety that you need to really attune to yourself and others. Your choices will be honored and you won’t be pushed to do anything you’re not ready for.

who is adam chacksfield

Adam Chacksfield is devoted to empowering people to live with consciousness, love, and desire rather shame and fear. He leads retreats and workshops in North America and Europe, and coaches individuals and couples. He is the creator of several courses including Falling Open, Erotic Embodiment & Intimacy, and Transforming Conflict into Deeper Intimacy. He started his spiritual teaching and coaching in 2010 with the support and encouragement of nondual teacher, Peter Fenner. He’s also trained as experiential sex and relationship coach with the Somatica Institute. By education, Adam holds a doctorate in political philosophy and has worked as a university professor. Adam has been going to Bulgaria since 2017, leading retreats, one-day events and individual meetings twice a year. For more info, visit his website

testimonials from past participants

"I have fallen in love with myself, the others and reality. I am tasting total acceptance and unconditional love. I am learning to allow myself to accept love and to allow myself to express it without hiding and the restrictions of shame."

Gayane

retreat participant, Sofia

"The experience with Adam is heart opening, soul deepening, mind expanding, and delightful. It’s not just, or even mainly, words. It’s the thing itself. What I was waiting for."

Jane Tompkins

Professor, Duke University

"As Adam was responding to my question, I noticed that I was ‘listening’ to the feeling of his presence more than the actual words. Then Adam gazed at me for some time without saying a word. I could really feel so much love from his presence. I almost started crying. It was such a healing experience."

Lilia

event participant, Sofia

Early Bird Price:

$630

$549

This covers the price of the 5 day retreat in the mountains of Bulgaria. It also includes all meals (vegetarian) and  double occupancy accommodation. There is an extra $100 fee if you would like to be in a single room.

FAQs

Is there transportation to the retreat?

There will be multiple cars, leaving Sofia on the day of the retreat and the days after. Please contact us, so we can make sure to save a space for you. If you are traveling from abroad - you are responsible for your own flights. We can, however, help with transportation from the airport to your airbnb or directly to the retreat.

I am coming from abroad and will be staying in Sofia before and after the retreat. Is there any accommodation you can suggest?

If you are staying in Sofia for fun or for the other retreat Adam is hosting (Making love with our shadows) you might want to stay in an airbnb/hotel in the center. Contact us (vtsoneva@gmail.com), so we can send you a short list with options.

Can I use euros in Bulgaria?

Not yet. Bulgaria has its won currency - BGN leva and you will need to use it. You can easily withdraw some from the ATMs at the airport.

I do eat meat and the menu is vegetarian. Are there other options?

The menu we are offering will be done by our own private chef and it will be vegetarian. You are free to cook meat for yourself in the hotel kitchen. There are also multiple good restaurants in the village that offer bulgarian cuisine and where you can find plenty of meat options.

Register here or email us at vtsoneva@gmail.com and we will answer your questions, and send you payment options and updates

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